I admit that I'm really bad at making decisions and I'm not even talking about the huge one. I suck at everything that requires decisions to be made. Even when I'm choosing a dish on the menu, I'll be the last to order. I can't even make up my mind into choosing which colour will go best with my bedroom walls.
Its not that I'm doing it on purpose, I guess I'm just afraid that I'll make a bad choice and I don't like making one. No one does.
For the debate, I decided to just go for it. Even if in the future I'll realise how dumb I was for getting into the debate team, I guess I'll just have to deal with it.
It was my decision after all.