One thing that I've realised over the years is that friends stay but they'll never be the same once they leave you. And when you see them with their new circle of friends, betrayal starts to sink in. It hurts to know that they're happy with their lives, but you, you're still hoping that you still have that same place in their heart.
When you know that they're not coming back and things will never be the same, you'll start to open up to the idea of having new friends. But deep down you're still scared that they will be leaving you just like the others.
The truth is I didn't know how to differentiate between a friend, a best friend, a true friend or an acquaintance.
This post in not meant to hurt anyone in any way possible.